THE LATEST WITH MATT
Mike and I talk about Matt with some frequency. It is all about keeping in sync on our priorities and desires. It’s been almost two months now since Matt and started our weekly date nights, plus we spent a weekend together at the coast.
Our dates consist of dinner followed up by some activity – we’ve done a comedy club, laser tag (I didn’t know those things were still around), and a painting class – so yeah, not just “dinner and a movie” although we’ve done that too. And of course, sex! In fact, we’ve sometimes skipped going out and just stayed in for lots of sex!
DATE NIGHTS WITH MATT
One night Matt took me to a strip club. I had never been to one so was definitely curious, but also concerned. The feminist in me still exists, and my concerns were about the young women being exploited. This may irk some people for me to say, but, after my experience, frankly, I think it is the horny men that are being exploited.
Anyway, it was an interesting experience. I actually asked Matt if we could repeat it. I was very stand-offish and skeptical at first and didn’t really loosen up until the end after I had many conversations with the young women (costing Matt quite a few drinks to keep them interested in my boring questions). I can see it could actually make for a fun and sexy date-night if I was more flirty and fun. Next time!
That’s one of the reasons I enjoy myself with Matt — I can sort of be a different person and do things I wouldn’t normally feel comfortable doing. I am not Jen-the-mom, Jen-the-wife, or Jen-the-anything. I don’t seek to offend Matt and prefer he enjoy my presence, but frankly, I ultimately don’t care. I can act out on impulse and be whomever I want for the night. It serves as a nice break from my normal routine. Hey – I heard that. You just said, “Since when does ‘normal’ describe anything you do?“
I am now spending the night at Matt’s on every other date-night, per Mike’s edict. I’ve stayed with Matt three times now. With J out of school, I think we will run out of excuses for where mom is in the morning. Lots of early “doctor appointments” and “errands” lol. On the off date-nights Matt and I come back to my place for sex. Mike loves to watch.
We’ve talked about having Matt spend the night, but with J out of school, it will require some morning hi-jinks to keep Matt hidden. And for now, T2 is home — by the way, he graduated college and is leaving in a week to take a great job out-of-state. His girlfriend is moving with him. Now back to our regular programming…
We will soon figure something out to make a Matt sleepover work because Mike is going to be out-of-town for work for several days in a few weeks. Mike asked Matt to stay with me at our house and Matt agreed. I accept it, but admit that it will feel weird. I know it sounds dumb, but, having sex with Matt is one thing, having him sleep in “OUR” bed with Mike gone is another. Funny, but I said to Mike, “I want Matt sleeping on my side of the bed and I will sleep on yours.” Somehow that made me feel better.
I think I wrote a bit about this before, but sex with Matt is different from sex with Mike, and in a lot of ways mirrors the difference in the sex between Mike and Kayla. With Matt, it is way more raw – more noisy, more sweaty, more raucous. Mike and Kayla are a lot like that as well.
It isn’t that Mike and I can’t be those things together (sometimes we are), but, it just isn’t our preference. I don’t know if it is 20+ years of vanilla sex that has conditioned us to prefer that from one another, or if we simply prefer our sex with each other to be more tender. When we talk about it, I think the issue is when Mike and I have sex together we are more focused on the other person, whereas when we have sex with others, we are more focused on our own enjoyment.
That sounds selfish, especially about Mike and Kayla as we both love Kayla dearly, and what Matt and I have is not love at all. But the D/s dynamic with Mike and Kayla is one that includes their sex – that is what Kayla desires of her submission. Whereas with me, one-on-one sex with Mike and my submission to him are still more distinct. Not totally mutually exclusive, but not totally inclusive as it is with Mike and Kayla.
Whatever it is, Mike and I find fulfillment in allowing the other to experience the joys of sex with other people. He loves to see me as a sexual being – as someone who thoroughly enjoys sex – and I do. When he watches Matt and I, he loves to give me directions. He said it gives him a thrill to “order me” to do certain things with Matt. In addition, there are times he tells me to be very explicit in telling Matt what I want him to do to me. Mike loves hearing me ask for certain sexual acts.
Neither of us feels we are losing something when the other has sex with someone else. I can’t explain it. I am even surprised we both feel that way. But we do, so it works for us.
JOHN AND DONNA
I haven’t mentioned them in a long time. We still see them a lot and spend time each week at their house. Those visits often, but not always, include sex. In fact, at least on one of the nights Mike will be out-of-town, Kayla is going to spend the night at John and Donna’s.
I think the reason I don’t write much about them is that there isn’t anything new to write about. Basically everything I shared before sums up our ongoing relationship with them and well, suffice to say it is ongoing!
We are still talking to my parents about J’s annual stay at their house during the summer. The last two years we’ve used his absence as an opportunity to explore some deeper forms of D/s, M/s, BDSM, or whatever (Post 31, Post 150). We hadn’t talked much about it until last night’s “Joint” Maintenance Session (Post 249). We have some tentative plans, including some of the kinks we want to explore, which I’ll share on another post.
8 thoughts on “256. More Matt”
Great update on Mister Matt! Looking forward to an update on your annual immersion (I think that’s what you called it?), or your super sexy BDSM exploration vacation 🙂
I guess I’m curious about your lunch bunch—your lifestyle being outed to them and how they reacted/react is fascinating to me. But all updates are good.
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Loved reading this update! Sounds like all is well 🙂
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It is! I think I’ll do a round of updates…Kayla, John and Donna, my lunch bunch, etc.
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